Broken

Not sure where I am standing

Lost in the midst of all I have found and thought I once knew

Only to realize I am not sure of anything

Once more was black and white, dark and light

Now seeing shades of grey and shadows

Caught in between the past and the future

The present is not a reality

Wishing to move not sure where to go

Wanting to throw it all away and begin again

The man I was exists

Maybe

Maybe replaced with something better

Or something worse

Where is the joy in the simple

In the love

In the song

In life

Shouting loudly to deaf ears

Drowning while breathing air

Dying while giving life

How much longer

Getting darker

Need sight

Need breath

Help

Death

Life